I've loved I've lost I've pined away for someone who didn't even know I existed I've bled I've cried and sobbed sorrowfully I've moved on I've contemplated on ending my life to end my suffering I've triumphed I've achieved I've met my goals just at the deadline I've crossed the line point of no return I've loathed myself I've been kind to a perfect stranger I've given loads of my time and energy to a worthy cause I've wondered I've pondered I've doubted I've sat in silence I've pursued what speaks to my soul