I find death fascinating I guess it's because we won't know where we'll go or what will happen The few good things I could think of are: You won't have to feel invisible because you already are You won't have to do things you don't want to do You can be alone and no one would care You can haunt people for fun You'll have peace You won't have to please people They can't hurt you physically
But: words would sting Memories would fade You can see them... You can see them happy without you, okay that you're gone You would know if they cared or if you were just some measly being that could be replaced