I didn't want this I didn't want any of that Neither would anyone If they knew that it felt this bad
There are things God gave you, There are things you were born into. Some of them aren't yours to take, Most of them are yours to make.
So learn to appreciate, the things you have. Someone around you might not have what you have. People can't appreciate what they don't possess. And people can't control what only others could profess.