I just want you to understand that although you are trying to forget me, we share a year's worth of memories, habits, secrets. We adjusted our singular pattern to coincide with each other. I cannot remember what it feels like to sleep on the left side of my bed. Or the middle. I do not know how to stop making one cup of homemade Black Cherry Acai Berry Oolong tea and one mug of stark black coffee. I do not know how to remember last year without remembering you. I do not know how to stop remember you.