As tears spilled Memories ran through my troubled mind I began to rerun the poison in me The days partly lived The smiles partly smiled The love partly felt Never cared ,for I sat there Longing for the little bits For comparing myself to a napkin To a napkin! Used only in the beginning Loved only in times of need Burried down in his back pocket Never to be found and secretly thown away True true ,I was that ,a simple not needed paper Piece of everything and nothing I died in his arms Not feeling Because I wasnt anything I was one thing I was forgotten