In my eyes there are all the sweet things poets have ever said about death, but loneliness begs for fire and a peanut in the evening and poetry is brought as if, as if I had just kidnap a hummingbird to drink water from my dying cells: jellyfish as coagulated blood; my voice sounds like a voice even though there's a heart in my mouth and since love always brings Easter eggs for Christmas it's been hard to discern scabs from flowers.