I'm on the bus going to the airport, the view's pretty cool. My mind looks like a writers paper when they have writers block. I'm not scared of much anymore, just faces in my heart turning into gaps. I'm waiting for a spark of creativity but I can't seem to light anything right now. I feel like an empty lighter waiting for a miracle to happen, hoping to light a nicotines addict cigarette. I wonder why time tends to fast forward when I finally realize and cherish. The plane ride is going to be a *****. Not the one with big ***** at least . Nothing a ***** boy can get.