There is a scream in the back of my throat for every human in the world to hear; I'm sick of every system and every heartbeat and I'm angry. Angry. Angry, but too tired to throw something. I'm angry that it feels like every human being is on the other end of some joke and I'm the god ****** punchline, and you can call it paranoia or narcissism, but I'm able to drink both and still sit in the waste it makes, and see it makes no difference what label I give any metaphor. They all say the same thing. They all say the same **** thing.