Yesterday, I could see clearly. Thinking & actions flowed freely on their own accord. [ Where is my mind? ] Yesterday, "things" mattered. I had goals. Or so I thought? I didn't worry about the way I stood, or whether I have a "dorky" look. Because today I saw you. I was struck with awe by the mere presence of you. If my limbs hadn't of frozen, then maybe I would have spoken to you. As the days roll by this fog grows thicker, you've become a form of block in my mind. [ Just think something rational! I swear I've forgotten how!] It's a beautiful dream I've planned out for you & me. But I know I'll be, forever alone
Written for a dear friend of mine to help him to understand infatuation and it's wicked ways