Discordant sounds; shrill, jarring,painful. Two rivers, a valley, a town or two separate me from the cacophony. I listen closely and still don't hear your blessing. If it existed at all, it was lost in the air, battered by the chaos. It's all I listen to anymore, the pandemonium. It is my wish to ascend, to search from above for the long-sought approval. I will try for the sake of my own tomorrow.