Your preference for her is all too clear and becomes more obvious each time you turn away from me to seek her out. I'm left behind, reeling from your silent insults, breaths stuttering as I try to comprehend when I stopped being good enough.
I'm aware my poetry can come across quite bipolar. I find poems where I've left them all over my house and then add them here in bunches. So I'm not actually cycling trough moods as rapidly as it may seem ;p Also, despite it's seemingly romantic sadness, this poem was written about my boss and being passed up for projects lol