In a few moments I'd be thirty-five Excited not but a feeling of dread Time has come but have yet to arrive I lay with a pillow over my head.
Tears streaming with eyes burning hot Gasps in between, riddled with disbelief Mess I've made that I wished I had not It manifests itself in full ****** grief.
Discontented with how far I've fallen Far cry from any semblance of my dream So deep, wonder how far I'd have sunken Long way down fraught with tears it would seem.
The sun had shone in the days before Tonight it seems I'm alone in the dark Wounds I thought had healed; still open, and sore Thought they'd disappear but instead leave a mark.
Where do I turn before I start moving I wish that I had some sort of bearing Truth is in circles I have been walking Plagued by questions that now need answering.
Like every year, I'd still make my journey A lifetime it seems; walking with aimless pace Wounds be forgotten and would scar eventually Next year, I'd arrive back at this very same place...