I want to be able to kiss you And now feel like the sun Is dying inside of me Want to wake up to the sight Of you and not remember How long we have left Want to hold you for as long As possible Until I can feel the thunderstorms In-between us The sheer weight of an anchor On my stomach When my heart drops another meter Filled with stones that you’ve carved Words like two years or six months On to them 6 shots of ***** will make me throw Up I hope 10 shots will lighten the weight