I can choose where to put my bruises. I chose to run the bath water a little to hot so my skin could know what it feels like inside my head. I just want to let everyone know that i know. They can stop telling me every breath I had made was wrong. I've been doing this breathing thing for quite a while. Replace breathing with living and now you've got it. I think I should rip my eyelids off so I can't stop seeing what I've done. Maybe carve it into my legs for a reminder that I carried myself away. I just want you to know that I know. I have bruises on my knees and I don't know how they got there.