These steel bonds
Tied to the table
Hold me down
I can't move in any way
Their hearts all
Black and cold inside
I watched them die
All throughout my life
Grew up with what
Was my idol
Now he's dead
Leaving me dying inside
I dont know how much
More I can take
Of this constant mental beating
You were wrong
I don't ever want to
End up like you did
Cause I don't wanna live
Like my mother
I can't stand taking
And watching the sidelines
And I dont wanna live
Like my father
I don't want to just
Give up before I die
I can't take this
Constant breaking down
Every turn I take
Is wrong in your eyes
When will I ever do
Something right?
I'm sorry I have dreams.
I'm sorry yours have died
What this is saying
To my old dead idol
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
But at least I don't fake it