What do you do when all you want is to be elsewhere? Not, another town, another job, another life, but elsewhere. What do you do when a child's scream of enjoyment makes you start to cry, cry for that child's future disappointment, your current disappointment? What do you do when you feel envy at a bird in the sky? Wanting to float on the thermal, up, up and then away. But, you and that child who's enjoyment sent you spiralling, have to remember, Icarus. He soared away into the sun, that baleful, always watching, globe of fire. Purified by death.