I was on top of the mountain. My feet weren't stable any longer. The climb was long and painful and was far from rewarding when I reached the top, and say there was nothing there.
My heart felt heavy and my head was spinning. No oxygen was getting up to my head at the peak. I needed to get down. I needed to get to safety. I needed to step back. People are there to catch me, but I was afraid. Falling was never the problem. The weightless feeling always brought me peace. It was if I ever hit the ground, was what truly worried me.