Guess what?
I am too.
I'm not ******* happy.
My friend died.
I'll never see him again.
Of ******* course I'm sorry about that!

And you.
You try to tell me
"He's in a better place now."
******* it shut up already!
That's not fair.
I want to be in that better place.
I want to be with him again.
Take me there.
Now.
Please.
I will take my life for this.

Why does he get to be in the better place?
I will gladly go.
Is God just leaving me here to die?
Clearly.
And that is straight ****.
I don't want to be here anymore.
And you take away his opportunities.
When others are not thankful.
And he is the most grateful.

I really am sorry too.