I thought to myself as I watched lightning dance across the sky north of my town. "They must be getting really pounded up there." But where I stood it was dry and no lightning threatened my light night walk. So I carried on. I never really plan these walks, I've never wanted to. And there is no doubt in my mind. That everyone I know spots me from time to time. Old friends, relatives to whom I rarely speak, the black lipped girl I used to write about. And sometimes I wonder what they think of me as I walk along. But then my mind jumps away to other thoughts. And its not even that I don't care which is usually the case. It's just because on my walks I never go backwards.