You don't know me,

how could you

when
I've not
allowed

you in

You don't know me

how could you

with walls so
high

You'd be
fool

to try climbing

there built
for reasons
unbeknownst
to you

it's even a mystery to me.


I've built & built for so long
never stopping

proddled along for so many years

propelled

in a direction

I don't know

nor do I wish to stop

for if I'd stopped

You'd conquer me.


You don't know me

how could you

when I've not allowed you in

You don't know me

how could you

with walls so high

You'd be fool

to try climbing  over.


I have no
desires
to be
pained

by love's

sharp tongue

fists
um-trusting
lust
or
by love's

outward snubbing words
OF how
it can do
better

I don't need
love's
pity

or it's
sorrow-filled rejections.


Love's
my down fall

by it's
lies
of
A
happily ever after

which

I've never seen  or ever glimpsed.


So
NO

no thank you
to the many fools

who'd try to climb
these walls I've built.

For I have

NO

wish

of ever being

conquered!

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