The world is still

and all I feel

is the vibration of you.



Closer.



it comes darkly

rising through my body

etching my soul with invitations.

Scrawling love-notes of hope that

dont exist anymore.



clawing at my bones,

flesh for fantasy

i wonder if I still exist in your light

as you callously walk through me

Throwing icicles into my

longing open inscriptions.



do you still hold

dreams of the past hidden

somewhere your soul?



Are you hiding too?



Closer.



Loves memory scrawled

in every space between

Every part of me

Searching.



that longing

dearest unworthy love

drudges its self up through me again

making me mouth words

I don't want to mean anymore



Yet the absence of you

pulls me into darkness further



Close.



Gnawing at my soul

Death for eternity

I wonder if you remember

how close we came

as you casually walk by me  

thrusting icy regrets into my fractures



do you still hold warm

memories of the past hidden

somewhere your heart?



So close...



If you knew would you

reach out and touch me?



Gone.



I am hollow, marrowless,

I miss you

deep in my bones.