The number of times I have wanted to be her
is equal to how much I love you.
I want to be her because you love her,
Because you see her as a ten.
Her legs, her face, her thighs, her flat stomach.
You will never look at me
so long as I am not like he
therefor I envy her.
Because every time I look into the mirror
I am disappointed by what I see.
I want to be called pretty
I want to be the girl you want to date
But I can see that that will not happen,
Since I am not her.