WHEN I SLEEP ALL I SEE IS YOUR ******* FACE IT'S BEEN THREE YEARS AND YOU STILL WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE YOU'RE BARELY A VAPOR BUT I STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD STOP TEMPTING ME TO JUMP OFF YOUR CLIFF THE TRUTH AND I SHARE A WATERY GRAVE AND I DON'T WANT TO FACE MY OWN FUTURE MY HEARTBEAT HAS FLUCTUATED SEVEN TIMES IN THE PAST HOUR FOUR TIMES WERE YOUR FAULT THE REST WERE BECAUSE OF MY ASTHMA ATTACK I HAVE TO USE MY INHALER WHENEVER I HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD I WOKE UP YESTERDAY AND YOUR NAME BLED OUT OF MY MOUTH LIKE WATER FROM A ******* SPOUT WHY CAN'T I FORGET YOU ALREADY IF I SHOOT YOUR GRAVESTONE WILL YOUR GHOST GO UP IN FLAMES?IF I CLAW OUT MY EYES WILL I FINALLY STOP SEEING YOU IN PLACES YOU CANNOT BE?IF I LET FEATHERS FALL FROM MY BACK LIKE ANGELS' WINGS WILL YOU COME BACK TO LIFE? TOUCH YOUR FINGERS TO MY CROWS FEET AND TELL ME I LOOK ******* AWFUL PLEASE JUST TELL ME I LOOK ******* AWFUL THERE ARE SEVEN WAYS TO TELL SOMEONE YOU HATE THEIR GUTS ONE OF THEM IS DYING I'M SORRY YOU HATE MY GUTS BUT I HATE YOURS MORE I HATE YOUR LIVER AND YOUR KIDNEYS AND YOUR ******* LUNGS I HATE HOW MUCH YOU SMOKED I HATE HOW YOU REMEMBERED MY ASTHMA AND BLEW OUT THE ASHES AWAY FROM MY FACE WEAVE LACEWORK OVER MY HANDS AND FACE LEAVE DOTS OF BLOOD AROUND MY EYES SHOW ME YOU WERE HERE SHOW ME THAT I DIDN'T MAKE YOU UP YOU WERE NEVER A FEVER DREAM YOU WERE COLD AND REAL AND I WISH YOUR PIANIST'S FINGERS COULD STILL PLAY THERE IS NO GREY AREA ON A BABY GRAND NO ROOM FOR ERROR WHEN YOU CRASH YOUR CAR INTO A BRICK WALL THEY TOLD ME TO HONOR YOUR MEMORY SO I CUT OUT MY LUNGS IN THE HOPES THAT IT WOULD HELP YOU TO BREATHE AGAIN THIS IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A TSUNAMI AND A HURRICANE.