don't be
surprised when i
float
up into the ceiling

(there's another
world
out there, there's
no other
world out there,
the rusty film,
the not touching,
the signal
flares you sent
with your teeth,
screaming
god,
is there a god?
and
He only laughed at
you,
open mouthed,
you found:
there's only
i am i am not
you am i am not)

i will become
a ghost
you can love,
then