I don't know if I still love you
But I hope I don't
It could be gone
my love.
I think I miss it
I miss not watching you
I miss caring where you are going
who you are with
the joy I felt when I thought of what could have been
What could have been if we lived in the world where we are to be together
it rivals the happiness I feel when I realize that I might finally stop hurting
hurting for you
hurting for us
I think I'd like to be done loving you
I think I hope I'm not