Gasping for air
Drowning in mud
Vision of dust
Heightened sense of uncertainty and distrust
The will to move and wake up, I must
Crawling forward with burning skin I see a mirage
Directing my head up, I view a distant love
Cringing down, leaving sand in my lungs
The fancy to suffocate, I wanted
Though, one couldn't die in their mind
As beauty itself moved forward, locked and dilated were our eyes
The repetition of her within me was to the extreme
The long for her to leave
The want for us to be
Truly saying that I wanted her to run from my presence would've been a lie
The urge to love one outside of my mind drew me towards the locking of not only her, but to her soul the false reality presented
Analyzing deep into the gates I felt paralyzation of fondness that I had falsely resented
Through the light that was shown, there was something hidden
The emerging of numerous souls showed themselves
Enormous in size, they had covered the one soul
Though, their form had hinted
What was dull and repetitive could never compare against the small and special
Resent had not only caught my sight, but had put me in a threshold
The forceful energy had embezzled and imprisoned my body into a tomb
Not feeling the level of compassion and fondness they had so longed from me
Anger spread through them as they sought it wasn't meant to be
The tomb grew into a gigantic abyss with the smallest form of lamp shining at the top
Beginning to fight one another, the darker it had seemed
Walls converged and leaned
The halls had been squeezed
A dark mask of fog filled within
The light towards what I now had thought  of the heavens fueled me not to stay and end the dream
As it could've been false, the original one was the piece of mine that made me feel free
An unrealistic surge of emotions had flew within my body soon had gave the room a gleam
The supposedly light/smaller soul had flew towards my shell
The closer it had come, the more my inner self emerged
More and more until auras came out and linked
Light now blinding had guided the larger souls to one another
And that was how the dry desert had felt complete