Jiggered meaning worn out and in pieces with my heart torn out and the facts are only borne out by the truth.
I arrived at home
the curtains drawn
in the early morn
didn't telephone
couldn't wait to see
her face
when I
came through the door,
I thought that she
would be alone,
my mistake
no longer home
with someone else
who wasn't me
that's what I saw but
I could see
no more.
and now I'm out
and on my own
no telephone
no girl
no home
no one to cook
or look at me
and say,
'how was your day'
The why and how I do not care
or why she'd hurt me
just to share a
moment of her time
without a care
for me.