I soak up beauty like the way some soak in a bath content for it to be a fact of my lounging about the medicinal healing of bones and muscle and the soothing of the mind and spiritual release I can soak all year without changing the waters that is done for me constantly do I feel guilty No I have no need of it for contemplation demands my participation to take all reasonable steps and this sitting wasting time with God is one of the most powerful forms of prayer known