May 2014
I had to let it out.
Slowly; *those thoughts started to suffocate me.
I had to do it.
Quickly; those feelings took control over me.
I had to do it because I didnt want to have to live it.
It started with;
one cut, just one.
just another one,
just other more.
My soul was stabbed, my heart was hurt and my body was scarred.
And my thoughts filled the room ;they became the air particles I breathe.
They would give me freedom to live; but the bonds they had on me would pull me back everytime I tried to **run away.
Slowly; *those thoughts started to suffocate me.
I had to do it.
Quickly; those feelings took control over me.
I had to do it because I didnt want to have to live it.
It started with;
one cut, just one.
just another one,
just other more.
My soul was stabbed, my heart was hurt and my body was scarred.
And my thoughts filled the room ;they became the air particles I breathe.
They would give me freedom to live; but the bonds they had on me would pull me back everytime I tried to **run away.
