I hate everyone but you
I wanna be alone with you
I don't want anyone to share you with me
I miss you so much
I miss your lovely words
I miss the way you used to care about me
I miss every inch of you
I won't deny It
I want you back and forever

I hate myself for missing you
I hate myself for loving you till this very moment
I hate myself for not being able to forget you
I hate myself for crying bc of you
I hate myself and I will forever do

I had to let it out.
Slowly; *those thoughts started to suffocate me.

I had to do it.
Quickly; those feelings took control over me.

I had to do it because I didnt want to have to live it.

It started with;
one cut, just one.
just another one,
just other more.

My soul was stabbed, my heart was hurt and my body was scarred.

And my thoughts filled the room ;they became the air particles I breathe.

They would give me freedom to live; but the bonds they had on me would pull me back everytime I tried to **run away.