I'm panhandling my music because, who even gives a **** about anything else? I certainly don't. "I'm gonna quit" I tell them, and start recording new material. I should burn them; burn every ******* instrument in this room and get poisoned on the fumes and die in my sleep. In pain. Haha. Laugh, it's just a dark comedy. I'm going to quit, ******* sell out, and sell cigarettes or invent an engine that makes rich people money and runs on labor, sweat, tears, and blood. I'll... ******... haha... wait, I'm really laughing because if I made it they'd find a way. Tell me you don't get it- those ******* rat ******* would make my engine RUN.