The pain's finally done. You had finally won. Your own personal hell you can no longer define. So you can finally say everything is fine. But never before have You been so mistaken, So naive to think it was over. That because You had beaten it once, That you'd forgotten the pain, Everything would be fine. But that veil was violently ripped from your eyes When the demons inside Showed you the things That They know you despise Things about yourself. They whispered you're useless No one cares You may as well die Look at the damage you've made And the pieces you failed to regain. And you let them keep talking you suffer in silence Because you wouldn't dare To bother the people you love with something So stupid as yourself. So once again you were ****** into hell And the flames of the words burnt your soul as you fell Never before had You felt so alone Despite have loved ones right their in your home But in hell, you don't see them Just as they don't see hell burning round you. So as your soul burns inside with their words and their hate You can only just fake a smile and wait For the ashes left behind by the flames So you can hold them close Because that's all that remains. And so you cut yourself open Because you're deperate to try To bring back the life that those ashes once held inside But that's not the case That's never enough Your life is now gone It's nothing but dust So you just give up. Because what's the point Of trying to live When your life's all burnt up. So out go the ashes And in come the chains That wrap round your neck Because nothing remains But this useless shell of a body That will also not stay. Because now as you hang the rope to the sky As you sharpen the blade that will be your final good bye You know just how badly you're going to hurt those you love. You know those words you wrote are not even close to enough. And it only makes death seem more inviting. That silence your mind is so desperately craving Yet your body still fights For what it thinks is a life That the pain and the sorrow That beats you within Is worth this pethetic excuse of a life. So when you can't cut the veins Or kick out that chair You realize that even at death you can fail. You can't even manage to **** yourself right Youre stupid you're dumb Yeah, you're useless alright. So in sickening defeat You go tell those you love That it happened again You guess last time just wasn't enough And you're sent far away To be cared for and treated Like something ready to break, And for god knows how long, Your mind just goes blank. Thankfully as time go's on, your hell fades away And once again you can see light of day You feel ready to cry with joy and relief Because at last The pain's finally done. You had finally won. Your own personal hell you can no longer define. So you can finally say everything is fine.
This was made for a school poetry slam. I kinda hate it now, but I hope someone likes it.