"Do you trust me?"
Why not?
I had nothing to loose
Just myself, technically
So I strapped in

Do you know how it feels to dance for years?
I twirled in circles around my feelings for you
Love is what I called it
To be honest I don't even know when it became love
But when our lips fell upon one another for the first time
I felt the magic poets bleed for

I was stupid when it came to you
I let you kiss me in closets at school
Touch me in front of all our friends
I let you take my virginity because you made me laugh
And I didn't expect you to stay

I remember just asking you to pretend
To just lay there with me and not ruin what every girl dreams of
I guess in my own ****** up way this is what I dreamed up
Two unstable kids who desperately needed each other
And the horrible story of their first year together

I didn't trust you
I fear you one day reading this and knowing that
But let the sting fade away when you realize we are not those people
One year ago you held me knife to my throat
"Do you trust me?"
No.