Why do I always put you first
Whether or not you deserve it
It doesn't even matter
Who you are
The yous change with the times
Still I find
That I'm always working
Harder to be loved
Craving it, bleeding for it
But over time
This has made me
Unlovable, a monster
Driven into hiding
Frightened of being open
And yet unable to be alone
I'm going through the motions
Of being alive
But I find myself
Passionless and empty
Where once there was art
All I want is to be loved
And yet I know I don't deserve it
So just walk away
Let's start over
With a new you
The cycle
Forever on repeat