Please don't do this to me.
Do not walk up to the cliff
And off the edge
Do not take all your pills at once
Or drink bleach.

I hate you
Because I am crying right now.
You abuse me
But then you want
to **** yourself
No metaphores or fanciness
And I want to save you
But who is there to save me?
I want you to be ok
But I swear that you will break me
Everything is falling apart
Don't tell me that you will


I can't believe I am begging you
To stay alive
I can't live with the guilt
If you were to die tonight
I am begging you
*to live