What was I expecting?
That you suddenly knew how to handle me at my worst?
That you suddenly were able to tell when I was feeling depressed and that you'd be able to cheer me up?
I knew I shouldn't have expected anything, but I thought you cared...
how stupid of me, I know no one cares, but I hoped that you did
how can anyone make me better, I'm stuck, all by myself
you said you would be there for me, I should've known better
when you said you'd be there, you meant when it was convenient for you
I'm sorry, this is all my fault
I'll just say here, staring at my wall, numb
my mind drifting off to all the failures of my past and all the horrible futures of tomorrow.