I look for traces of me in the smoke stacks bursting from your mouth, in the bottom of empty wine bottles and the vapors rising between sips. I look for reflections of me in the crystal from around your neck, in your blue-green eyes and empty spider webs. Some small chemical amount of me must be left on you, somewhere although your skin cells have shed since we last met. Your muscles must remember me like whispers in your hair hands touching in the dark unfolding me from tree when I thought I was queen.