And my biggest problem is i dont respect your ways I dont like who I've become in your eyes Your own creation an abomination. I'm rid of that sickened mentality the one where your pasification is the holy grail. I dont live there in that place anymore and i dont think you know the way to come with me. I tread the clouds while you tread thier messes. I cant rescue you any more. I need to save whats left of me before I disappear You never had it in your hands to make me happy I'm a joker you're aย ย self proclaimed king. I've been hung in the firing line too often by your sights. Time to be me, and if you cant love me its ok I've never respected your version of love anyway.