my past is vanishing
any remainder that is left is only a blur
i am forgetting you
and what it's like to love you
i've finally let go
but I believe that is beneficial for me
i am moving on
to a better life
to better habits
and a better you
but I have you thank
for just one thing
i've learned I need to run my own life
to make decisions on my own
to believe in myself
and it turns out
{ at times }
i'm not so bad after all

-m.a.