This is the first time I've ever loved.
I've never felt this way before,
And it's all so surreal.
I just want to spend every second of every day with you.
But I know I can't

I know you'll never love me.
You'll never know how I feel.
I'll never be able to look at you again without knowing that you'll never love me.

And I want to cry.
I want to cry for days and days.
I want you to hold me in your arms and tell me everything will be ok.
But you never will.
This is all some strange fantasy.

And I keep talking to you.
I keep coming back for more.
And you think there are other reasons I'm always so upset,
But in reality it's always you.

I hope one day you read this.
I hope one day I can tell you how I feel.

But I know I'll never be able to.

I love you.