There were nightts where I'd sit in that window waiting for you to call, huddled under your hoodie because it was my safe haven. There were nights I'd stay up crying because I was too dumb to see you loved someone other than me.
   Things changed.
      I wasn't going to be a notch in your belt, I was more than that.
You told me I was worthless, you told me I was dumb, you told me I was stupid and I believed it all... Until he came along
                       A Friend Or A Lover?
My forever now just so happens to be your best friend, the man who was always there for me instead of you.
   A man, not a boy.
     There are nights where I lay snuggled up in his arms.
There are nights where I sit there with him and talk about our future, and he listens.
     The nights are't the same, life isn't the same.
    Love isn't the same.
It's better.