What do you know about being locked up in time? This whole world's a phase with a vicious design. I'm a loser by all counts but at least my life is mine. What do I care if I can never climb out of this pit I created? I dug it myself. With some good medication and some criminal help. If I'm a lost soul then I don't want to be found. I'd rather be lost in clouds then have two feet on the ground. I doubt myself sometimes, and it's a deafening sound. But I shrug that **** off, let myself drown in the wisdom of youth and the brilliance of folly. It's ambient, the noose when you're tripping on molly. I'm a perfect example of many opportunities lost. **** it, at this point I don't think of the cost.
I'm so jaded I get faded and I'm weighted to this cadence and the fragrance of this basement where complacent I'm a vagrant. I'm fighting to keep writing while I'm sedated seems I'm slated to this existence of persistence where this all is so futile a world that's so brutal- I can't breathe in this apostasy of mediocrity I've become.