I've been too scared to tread outside the world without you. I’m covered of fears that if I lose my grip on you, I’ll get lost in the dark amid of the world. I fear the night sleeping in the emptiness with blankets of loneliness.  I   fear the invasion of warning breath. I fear the attack of unwelcome hopeless thoughts and washed this away my peace of mind. I fear being stalked by all of our memories. I fear these fears will reside in me forever. I fear if I lose you, I’ll be the kind of girl who trapped from being broken.

And you know this, you know all these fears, but out of my expectation and faith to you, you let go of my hand. You removed the grip of my hand. You let me fall abyss of the ravine I will fall into. You heard me scream. You heard me cry, but you turned your back on me. I’ve tried to save myself, together with my trust on you. I still hold the trust within me, hoping for a salvation, bu you were gone. If only I know I’m an inch from the edge, I should have saved myself. If only I know how insubstantial the only one I’m holding on for too long, I should have known that I’m already in the world I fear.