Apr 2014
I want to melt away
die
sleep
anything but live
I have done no good
just
troubled people
hurt them
been cruel to myself
others
nothing right
I just want to melt
in the shadows
the lonely places
hallways
on the tennis courts
just
don't want to live
I want to melt
die
sleep
anything but live
I have done no good
just
troubled people
hurt them
been cruel to myself
others
nothing right
I just want to melt
in the shadows
the lonely places
hallways
on the tennis courts
just
don't want to live
I want to melt
Realized I troubled her, a lot. Realized that I should leave and not bother anyone. Realized I should just give up on it. Realized I am never getting to my goal. Realized that I am just a waste. Realized a lot of things.
