I'm fine I'm fine maybe if I say it out loud it won't be a lie my heart is dying I'm always crying why can't life be simple why do good things always crumble I wish I could spend forever by your side But these feelings inside me I can no longer hide I know it will fade But its taking too long And I don't know what to do my sanity is gone please please see she is wrong and please hurry before I am all gone I can't be around her I've said this before the two faced ***** a blood ******* monster I can be fine but I can't be ok still I can fake a smile if only for your sake with her around I can't be happy too many memories so much worry I can't deal with her presence but I don't want to be apart and I can see the only way out is a bullet through my heart