You say I'm undone Thirsty , like a fish without water You say I'm on a run Chasing sunshine , it Dosent matter I've painted on walls A window that cease to exist And I'm looking through it Hoping someday someone would fix These broken pieces I carry Sheltered in my heart You say, I'm mourning Every moment with all my heart I'm climbing on a ladder One step at a time You say I want to reach somewhere One moment at a time But you never tell me How come you know all my secrets You say , I'm an open book Filled with riddles I've kept secret There's more to me that meets the eye I'm a droplet in the ocean I'm hard to distinguish , to find I'm a song that plays for no one You say , I'm a smile that never shines I've been searching long enough And it only made me more lost In this wilderness I search for civilisation You say , I love wilderness That I'm nature , I'm pure like dew Untouched by what lies beyond I'm a window without a view There's a reason why I've closed all the doors You say , I'm not ready to get out That words are hard to come by One never knows what I really think about You say I'm an endless road Passing through an infinite space There's no sign as to where it'll lead I'm just waiting to be freed You say , I love being pointless Routine eludes my being The point of my existence Is to be in slumber with no dreams I'm a bird without the wings Looking at the sky in disbelief Asking questions never asked Why was I made for what I'm not You say , I'll fly away at last I'm someone who I'm not Without pretending , I still wear a mask You say , I can hide myself all I want But my eyes says it all You say I'm different , everyone is But it's the latter that matters A hope I silently dismiss I love them colours , as long as its in black You say , I'm someone I could never have I love the calm of sorrow In tears of silence I hope to find peace That I am looking for a dark corner Where I could unleash i think I exist therefore , I am And you say i am , therefore I exist