you were full of cliches, like the light in your eyes and the warmth of your grip. and of all things, i couldn't get over the scrape of stubble when you kissed my cheek and the feel of your fingers in my hair when you held me closer to you.
it's an infatuation, and a blind one at that but my fears don't lie in a tender feeling. it's a fear that my words to you were lost in the light of your eyes and the grin on your lips and the scrape of stubble on my cheek, on my temple, on my forehead.
how can a tender touch melt a cynic when they know that the feeling will never be reciprocated?
because the only times i ever want to give my love to someone, i can't have them.