(?)
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She told me she adored me

( well ! )

I told her she was perhaps being hasty

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She said that she understood me

That she saw my pain and would cure me of all fear

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I mentioned that this healing of another was a sacred skill

And that she was untrained and her motives were suspicious

And seemingly possessive

But she said  I should trust her

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Trust you ?

I don't even for a moment understand anything about you !

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For the past year she is always around

It's like I have a puppy dog on an invisible leash !

I could take advantage of her but I don't

She is something -- almost inhuman -- just there

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I guess she finally got bored

Now she is telling everyone I am a desease !

A desease that has overcome her ability to cure !

She has invented some notion of a love expressed for her by me
And betrayed !

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People look at me like I am pond ****

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I don't care

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My imaginary puppy dog is gone !

Looking for another imaginary lover

To take up the leash

She could of had a friend

She only knows desease and cure games

She will be out of high school in another year

Who knows where she will end