I claw and scratch at the surface,
Relentlessly trying to escape.
Trying to save my life.

No trust comes from me,
I hide it deep within.
Poker faced.

My nails bleed with precision.
They are crying out to me.
Numbing the hate, the pain.

I am restless.
Relentless.
Alone.

No love,
No hate.
Just numbness and pain.

I claw and scratch at the surface,
Of heavens gates.
Only to fall.
Beyond the walls of hell.

I am self conscious within myself,
Nothing to say.
Nothing to be of use.

Just going through the realms,
Between me and you..