I check
your blog
everyday for
evidence that
you
aren't
gone
from every
aspect of
my life.

It's been
two months.
I miss
your
dumb laugh
and your
lame music
and we
smile at
each other
in the hall
but you
never
wave back.

You were
the first
real thing
I'd felt
in a long
time.

You
were
right
there.